One look puts the rhythm in my head

Saturday, July 30, 2011

i dont care if blogging is no longer cool, i think im gonna attempt to blog more. because i realised i havent been blogging much for quite a while now, and reading back it feels like as if i had lost a block of my life when there's nothing to remind me what i'd been through.

so

lab's good so far; been busy the past week, and i feel less noob. feeling tired everyday, so i didnt have energy for any unnecessary nonsense. but i'd always have energy for therapeutic drumming, which, can i just be thickskinned and say that i think im getting better at. backache came out of the blue and is worsening, it hurts even when i sneeze.

i no longer need merlot, and my days are awesome again. okay, not really awesome, but not dark. and that's a good start. but this has got to be a record breaking time for me, under forced circumstances and (extremely)helpful situations.

the day i thought i'd never get through,
it don't hurt me, no more.

( 11:59 PM )

Thursday, July 28, 2011

When your world comes crashing down,
that's when you rise and find your way up,
that's when you find out what you're made of.

( 2:01 AM )

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

"True focus lies somewhere between rage and serenity."

hmm, i get it now.

( 1:16 AM )

Sunday, July 24, 2011

i think, things could turn out a lot better, but this aint the worst.
and if it happened the other way round i might not be able to live with myself.
i've let it go

it can be possible, that the rain can fall
only when it's over our heads

i dont wanna jinx it, but for now,
the grass is getting greener each day

( 5:23 PM )

Thursday, July 21, 2011

i witnessed what they did to lab rats today. mygod.

started on my honors project recently. it's like going to work, 9-5 everyday. except i don't get paid and most of the time i just sit around, bored. which defeats my purpose of wanting to be preoccupied. but thankfully i had the company of 2 other urops and 1 attachment student. and they are funny and nice people, which makes the lab a less dreadful and intimidating place. starting tomorrow i'm gonna be busier. exciting.

Rob Bourdon from Linkin Park, one of my inspiration for picking up drums.
imma attempt to master this song

angsty angsty, i like.

( 11:29 PM )

Saturday, July 16, 2011

was reading older entries. now looking back, i do have all the reasons to be afraid, to wanna avoid. but i wasnt smart nor persistent enough cos i decided to plunge and hope for the best. but if i could go back in time to advise myself, i would say DONT. only the stupidest person on earth would voluntarily crash into the same tree twice. mygod. im the stupidest person on earth.

( 10:47 PM )

oh oh oh oh. YES OFCOURSE. BECAUSE I OBVIOUSLY NEEDED VISUALS.

( 1:57 PM )

Friday, July 15, 2011

in the most coincidental/unplanned manner, i realized TODAY is it. Well well. So where the hell is my Autumnal equinox?

know what's the best combi in the world?
Merlot + my DTXpressIV
i cant even explain how heavenly.

( 9:46 PM )

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

just like the good old days. i cant even remember the last time i laughed so much, so hard. freaking awesome.

( 1:36 AM )

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

i was careless, i forgot
i did

( 1:18 AM )

Sunday, July 03, 2011

( 12:54 AM )

Saturday, July 02, 2011

Yesterday I was eating at Texas Chicken when I saw a good looking girl. She had wavy, highlighted long hair, big eyes and a pretty face. She was tall and tanned, and probably around my age. Okay so she wasn't exactly drop dead gorgeous, but she seemed like the type of girl who would easily stand out in a crowd. She was washing her hands at the basin when a little boy came up behind her. After she was done with her hands she moved away from the basin swiftly, but somehow turned around and saw the little boy being left alone at the basin, unable to turn on the tap because he was too short. The boy was staring helplessly at her while fiddling with the tap. She saw him, but turned and continued to walk away. At that instant I suddenly felt like she was the ugliest person in the room. Its the littlest things.

YOUR UGLY PERSONALITY KILLED YOUR GOOD LOOKS.